Hello Mum, still thinking of you a lot, even here in Thailand. I know you wouldn't like this heat but I'm enjoying it and it's giving me the break I think I need. I still have a picture of you by my bed so it's the first thing I see in the morning and the last thing I see at night. It's also nice to know you're there with me at night. Love you so much and missing you a huge amount. Life just doesn't seem right with out you. All my love Alistair xxxx