To mark this day one year on I'm sending you this message. Missing you so much Mum, it just doesn't seem right without you. Not a day goes by without me thinking of you. With this being such a sad day I put some lovely candles in lanterns by your Tub and some further candles by the flowers inside. I hope you like them. I think Jane Torrance summed it up in an email to me, she said that I'd devoted my adult life to caring for you. In a way that's true and without you there is just a huge feeling of emptiness.
I've planted loads of Lupin seeds hoping to make a wonderful display for next year, at the moment I'm running out of space on the window sills.
In the garden the tubs and baskets are spectacular but I'm sure you know that anyway.
All my love to you Mum, not only my wonderful Mum but my best friend too. xxx